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Friday, February 29, 2008
1. Would you bang your neighbor?
~ Haha noooooo.

2. What describes your relationship?
~ Sweet and irreplaceable.

4. What's the last movie you saw?
~ Kungfu Dunk;D

5. I've come to realize that the last person who held my hand...
~ Is the love of my life.

6. Whats your middle name?
~ Hmm alyssa? Think its a sweet name!

7. Who have you talked to most today?
~ Most ah, Dan! :P

8. Do you carve pumpkins every year?
~ I havent touch a pumpkin in a million months.

9. Color of your boxers/underwear?
~ Are you expecting me to check? Fine, yellow. Haha.

10. Color of your shirt?
~ Pink.

11. I'm always...
~ missing someone.

12. Who's on speed dial 2?
~ Dont use speed dial!

13. Honestly, how many boys/girls have u been in love with?
~ Honestly? As in reallly really in love? One.

14. Whats your favorite season?
~ Haha anything except winter, even though there's snow, but i hate the idea of bundling myself up until i look like some dumpling. The Sun's so much better.

15. How do you feel right now?
~ Haha happpppppppppy!

19. Would you do anything for a (specific) someone else?
~ Yes, definitely.

20. Have you ever been called a dick?
~ Hahaha noooooooooo. Dickhead maybe, cant rmb. Hahah!

22. What is your ringtone?
~ Um its always on silent mode.

24. Are your grades good?
~ Not really ): Compared to my smartasses friends.

25. Do you hate anyone/anything?
~ Nah.

26. Does your best friend(s) have a myspace?
~ Nope.

28. Last time you went out to lunch?
~ Haha last sunday. Unless you count going school as out to lunch then ytd.

34. Who have you hugged today?
~ Eh nobody! Sadly. I want hugsssssss :P

36. Say you were given a drug test right now. Would you pass or fail?
~ Pass duh. Say nono to drugs.

37. Do you have a song by Ozzy Osbourne in your library?
~ UHHHH whos tht?

42. What's the last thing you bought?
~ I think it was a cup of fruits or smth.

43. What's the last thing someone bought you?
~ Ice cream? Is that counted? Haha.

44. Do you ever sing in the shower?
~ Hahah many a times. I can bunk in with cassy alrdy. We both sing in showers.

45. Whats your favorite movie?
~ Uh many fabourtie movies.

48. Do you believe everyone has a soul mate?
~ Yeah.

49. Can you sing?
~ I'm suddenly doubting if i can sing, like sing well. It's like i dont think i can really sing that well anymore. Sucks.

54. Have you ever been to South America or Africa?
~ No, dont intend to go there.

55. Do you know how to knit?
~ No.

56. Do you have a job?
~ Nope. But i want! For the fun of it. Haha!

58. What are you doing right now besides this survey?
~ Haha thinkinggggggggggggg :PPPPPPP

60. Baskin Robbins or Coldstone?
~ Baskin Robbins duh!

61. Physics or chemistry?
~ BIOLOGY!

62. Facebook or Myspace?
~ Facebook.

63. Do you wear any jewelry?
~ Not really. I'm so guai.

65. G's or R's?
~ R's!

66. Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, or Star Wars?
~ Harry Potter. Dont like wars.

67. Fly or road trip?
~ FLY! But road trips are fun too!

68. Batman, Spiderman, or Superman?
~ Spideyyyyy.

69. What's your favorite Disney movie?
~ Haha can't decide!

70. What are your plans for tonight?
~ Eat, go home, watch tv.

71. What about this weekend?
~ Study study more studying.

72. What's a goal you want to achieve?
~ To get above 80% overall on my report book at the end of the year. Go me! (although it'll never happen, but ah well)

73. Do you throw good parties?
~ HMMMMMMM, do i even throw parties?

74. what did u do today?
~ I read the papers, i ate, i think, i miss.

75. Last text in your inbox, and from who?
~ Heh i dont even need to chek, its from dannnnnnie! ;D Content is strictly meant for me only.

I gained super many calories today. Thanks to someone! Hahah, but i dont care. The ice cream was sooooooo nice! And so sweet, ahem. Hahha. And i'm happppppppy! Super happy, over the moon! Like really really happy! Hahah, oh man going mad alrdy. Waited so long lah, and it's like finally. And it was so fun! And even though I'm going to die waiting for another 7 days, I will still wait, while whining away though. Because it's worth waiting for!
Today was brain overload. School is like crazy. Bah. No time to eat, no time to pee, no time to poo. Thanksssssss. Couldnt eat because had to meet teacher during recess, and had to do chinese compo during lunch. Couldn't pee because there was no time, its just lessons, lunch, then lessons. Couldnt poo, best part. From ytd ah, want to poo, but i was telling myself need to do work, so cannot. Then wait until dont want poo. Until the next day, want to poo, but cannot, too much work to finish. So sad lah. Had to wait until end of the whole day. Okay haha, nvm. I'm just trying to make my point how horrid school is. Until now, we still have to rush out the srq so tht we can send Ms Seb the essay WHICH IS MARKED FOR CA?! Wth. And she never tell us until today. Well done. So even though, im like so tired. I still have to do some crap essay. Idiot laaaaa i want my sleep. Information overload today. My only fun and relax time was in the afternoon. My favourite moment for the entire day, eh no, week!
Andddd haah stupid yueling. I think she and regine too free. Can disturb lili everyday also not sian. Still set up some blog just for the evil sec 1s. Lame la, but I'm very curious as to wht they can post there. Childish people. But haha, my juniors lah. I shall be nice and say tht I miss you guys. Lunch lunch lunch! Oh i jsut found out their blog. Wah i shall be even nicer and help them change their blogskin. Hah when i'm free, which will be like june hols. They can slowly wait.
Hah! Dan's abs are so scary. So hard but he claims they are not hard -.- But so cool lah. Poke poke poke them. Heheh!

I need sleeeeeeeeeep. ):

Tuesday, February 26, 2008
There's something about me and quizzes. I'm just bored, so might as well do them!

1.Were you smiling when you woke up this morning?
` Heh yes!

2.When was the last time you met someone new?
` Haha like last month?

3.When did you last eat chocolates?
` Oh your reminded me! I shall go eat them now ;D

4.Do you drink beer?
` Nah.

5.Do you wash your own clothes?
` I live in a world where washing machinese exist.

6.Are you any good at poker?
` Hahah maybe!

7.What do you want more than anything?
` I wannnnnnnnnnnnt friday!

8.Are you tired?
` Notr really(:

9.Besides your bed, what is your favorite thing in your room?
` My wardrobe?

10.Pepsi or Coke?
` Fruit juice can not?

11.Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
` Definitely not. Out!

13. bk or McDonald's?
` Macs.

14.Are you restless?
` Right now? Nope!

15.Is your computer desktop or a laptop?
` Desktop.

17.Want to be a prince or princess?
` I would want to be someone's princess

18.Do you believe that dreams come true?
` Dreams? Uh realistic dreams. Haha oxymoron!

19.Last song you heard?
` Whenever You Remember - Carrie Underwood.

ROUND 2

1) Is it obvious when you're mad?
` Uh, i can't hhide my emotions really well.

2.) Who is the person that makes you smile?
` Eh hehhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

3.) Are you a mysterious person?
` Not really!

4.) One thing that you can do for everyday?
` I think about things :p

5.) Things about yourself that your friends complain on?
` That I'm too loud. Haha.

6.) Movies that can make you relax?
` A definite nono to horror.

7.) What do you do when you had a fight with your parents?
` I just do my stuff, or else i'll ended up being targetted as well.

8.)Post paid or pre-paid?
` Eh>

9.) You are interested in?
` Someoneeeeeeeeeee :D

10.) You scared of cockroaches??
` Yes. They are sooooo ew.

11.) Whos the last person you had a fist fight with?
` Hahah! No one!

12.) Which do you enjoy more, food trip or sound trip??
` Wah they both appeal to me.

13.)Recent activity?
` Swimming! Yay!

14.) Do you go out alot?
` Considerably no.

15.) What are you feeling right now?
` Happy! More than happy!

16.) Are you nice?
` Of course! Hahah!

17.) What will you do later?
` Study, finish up reports and what not.

18.) Where were u earlier?
` School then the pool.

19.) Who are you with?
` Haha now that's an interesting question.

ROUND 3.

The last thing you did last night?
` Um, i messaged Dan! Heh.

Have you said "I love you" today?
` Yep! :D

What are the things u will do the next day?
` Go school play a fool. Hahah, study lah.

How do you calm down when your extremely angry?
` I talk to someone.

A movie or a long walk on the beach on a date?
` Both.

Would you ever date someone covered in tats and piercings?
` NO! Outoutout!

Would you want a house at the beach or in the mountains?
` Hahah IN the mountains?! IN?! At the beach la!

What are 2 of your favorite colors?
` Haha i dont knw how to choose.

What time is it now?
` 7.01. I smell fooooood!

Heheh. Fridayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! A week should only contain friday and weekends. Good idea! :D Hahah, ytd was damn funny. I caught Lili red-handed! Haha oranges ah oranges. Dumbbbbb, dno how she even think of such things. Plant images in my mind only, haha! Blahhh then had conversations about the poms-poms and what not. Laugh like crazy. Fun fun! Then played tennis with lili too! Haha had long rallies. And we were playing on the space behind the tennis courts since they were not avaliable. Sadly, the sun wasn't that strong, cannot make use of the chance to suntan ):
I swam today! Whee, finally. Felt damn shuang when i was swimming cuz the water was so nice! And there were not many people. Only some guys around. Hahhhh and it didnt rain! Ahem! :p Lala some evil person was wishing it would rain so i won't swim. So nice to me! Hahaha, wellll only until now then it seems like it's going to start raining. Heeeeeeeeeee. Oh no, i'm really a bit not right in the mind already. Hmm 402 must jiayou for graces! Kop all the awards! Whee, even though it's not possible but it's a goal! Tadahhhh.

Saturday, February 23, 2008
Wheeeeee! I'm going insane! Happily insane! Hahah, oh nooooooo. But i don't care! Because i like this feeling now. And it feels so much btr to be happy than emo, duh right? Heheh. Tadah! And even though i know next week is going to be a not so good week, there's still smth to look forward to! So that's another thing to be happy about!

Love Me
Collin Raye

I read a note my Grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me
He said, "Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I love your Grandma so.

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter, and this is what it said :

"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be

But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again

I'll be loving you
Love Me."

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her, his eyes fill up with tears


This is such a sweet song! The kind of song that can almost make your heart melt. Hah! Okay i shall end here and do some proper work. Till then!

1. How many people have you kissed in this month on the lips?
Nobody!

2. What's your middle name?
Still thinking of one. Alyssa seems to be one of the best choices so far.

3. Would you rather spend a whole day with your mum or your dad?
Mum, but then againnnnn! Haha nvm.

4. Where will you be 12 hours from now?
At home.

5. Is it easy for others to make you feel sad?
Yeah, sadly. Haha too emotional.

6. Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?
Uh hmm! tee skirt shoes.

7. Wheres your girlfriend/boyfriend at?
Hahaha, good question!

8. Why did your last relationship end?
Because! There's someone out there thats meant for me instead!

9. Does anyone hate you for no reason?
Hmmm not sure about that. You can't please everyone.

10. Can you make yourself cry?
Hahah hmmmm, if i keep things inside me too long, then yes.

13. Would u prefer chocolates or marshmallows?
Chocolates! Marashmallows get boring, unless you dipped them in chocolate! Wheee.

14. What are your favorite color(s)?
I love colours in general.

15. Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with an R?
Rachel ong! Yep, on the cheek! Shes the only one i kissed on the cheek before besides my family.

16. What are you doing tomorrow?
Church, study, study, studyyyyyyyyyyy.

17. Are you easily confused?
Hahah yesssss! People like to confuse me, on purpose.

18. Do you think you would make a good wife/husband?
Hahah hmmmmmmm. That's not for me to judge, that would be my husband to be's opinion. But i shall strive to be a good one!

19. What's your favorite kind of ice cream?
COOKIESn'CREME! LOVELOVELOVE!

20. Are you tall?
I'm not tall, not short.

21. Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
Hahaha doesn't matter.

22. Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
All natural, and i'm proud of it!

23. What is you sock's colour?
White, turning yellow.

24. Has anyone ever borrowed something?
Fei hua.

25. Do you fall for people who jokes easily?
How you fall for jokes? But anyw, yes.

26. Everything happens for a reason?
Haha at least almost everything i guess?

27. Do you like someone more than a friend?
Now? Of course!

28. Who have you texted in the last 2 days?
DANNNNNNNNN:D

29. What are you listening to right now?
Love Me - Collin Raye

30. How has the week been?
Not good. Except ytd. Next week will be even worse. Just wait and see.

31. Is there something you wish you could tell someone but cant?
Not really, i normally blurt out what i want to say.

Friday, February 22, 2008
Surprising how time really heals wounds. But it's true, although it sounds cheesy or cliche. I used to think that my heart will stay broken, used to think that I will wait, used to think that even as time passes, I will remain that way. But I'm glad. Glad that time has passed, glad that I've moved on, glad that from now on, my life is more complete and even happier than it used to be, of course i wld have to thank a special smone for that, that will be another story :D! And yeah, I'm even glad that he hurt me so badly so as to give up completely, glad that he was heartless, because I learned a lot of things from that. Nope, it's not that i'm still thinking of the past, or hanging on to it. I'm saying these because I'm happy! Like really happy that I've gone and make the right choice, and happy cuz of what i've falled into! Heheh! Woohooooooo. I also realised that i've been saying i'm happy. Because, i really am! On cloud nineeeeee!

Today's got to be the best day of this week! Im sure tmr or sunday cant be compared to today! Whee, first off! The lessons are slack and it's short, we had like another talk early in the morning on wht dresses we shld buy and all, and get to see wingyau on stage modelling off a dress! Hahaha her hair is pretty! And then we had rly slack lessons like er math, chinese and bio. Aft lunch it was student's investiture! Oh gosh, jasmine and I was grumblign away. Haha she's worse than me please. Keep makign cynical and sacarstic remarks. So funny. But oh well, at least the montage has the photos i took during last yr PSL's camp! Got our face! Wahah. I'm comforting myself. Hehe. Trng was okay, i think the time i took to run/do situps is longer than the time in court. Whee, and then the best part! Heh shall not disclose too much information. Bu neng shuo de mi mi! Heheh :D But i must be besotted or smth. Haha in love with love! Ladeedum. And now, i'm like really very happy! Feel like singing. Hahah! Oh no, i'm going mad mad madddd. Even though i've so many things to do at hand, and i know i really should finish them.

And it's a permanent fall, deep right in.
Annnd, I don't want to stop myself.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Balancing the whole thing,
Of times words get tangled in lines.
Songs I'll sing with love,
while the lyrics never mumble.

Wheee finally have time to blog. The two previous nights were like shit, but Monday's one was like the worst. But felt better because of a certain accompaniment :DDD!
Anyway, monday school was so funny, because I only played like 10 mins of tennis, and spend the rest of the time talking to Eva, Lili and Shi ing. We were playing those kiddy hand games that was once played during primary school time. How i miss those days! Anyway, we were like quite high during pe lah, but the people around us lk so sian ): And Lili taught me this song which got stuck in both of our heads. I think she almost gave up teaching me. Haha it's a retarded but cute song anyw! Heheh. Yesterday was boring, except for the Buddha jump over the wall joke. HAHA! Blah today was sian. But luckily assembly made up for it, even though it was kind of boring, but at least got time to slack :DDDDD And there weren't math today! Yay! The global classroom programme for the end of years are so temptingly good! The places like Australia, Canada, UK, US, Switzerland and Sweden. But no money, all spend on the dresses and what not for this year alrdy. ): Haha oh welllllllll, at least got Jiale and Eva to pei me! WEP here we go!
I've been feeling over the moon these days, even though I am having serious lack of sleep. But I don't feel as tired I should feel. Hahahaaaaaaaaaaa! But i want to swimmmmm. And i suddenly feel like going to the the playground and play swing! But go alone a bit sad ah.
Anyway, there's no time! The teachers are horrid. They pile work on us, give us deadlines that perpetually clash with our exams? Smart move please. Plus, given that we are supposed to work on our projects and study for our exams before T2 starts, which should be like around this time, they have to happily tell us to prepare for a song/dance and montage item for the Graces camp within a short period of time. Wah even though im excited and i dont really mind preparing for the camp, i still dont liek the idea of the projs and exams dates clashing together. Block tests smmore. I want my common tests backkkkkkkk. GRAH. I shall stop complaining, i sound so whiny. Bah, im finally done with my design the booklet thing. I don't know why i actually bother to do so much jsut for the design, haha stupid wingyau said, "Anyhow do lah, who bothers to look at the camp booklet design anyw?!" That was so encouraging man. But aiyah heck, I shall bother to look and admire the design :DDDDDD

Melting under blue skies, Belting out the Sunlight.
Just you and me.

Saturday, February 16, 2008
Smittened.

Sugar rush, and by that i mean the sweetness of the sugar. Heheh.These few days are really happy days. Let's make this last! :D
Okay, besides that point. I really need to get started with my work. It's goign to increase if i don't start doign them. So many reports to do and finished. I should stop complaining and do them. Actions speak louder than words. Blah, even though words are really powerful. Hahah okay nvm. EVA JIALE WINGYAU JIAQI JASMINE ADELINE! CHINESE AND IH! Dieeeeeeee, its due next week, which is like tmr onwards. There's going to be a serious lot of lack of sleep for us already. Blah. I shall do a quiz, because!

Do you know where your sister is right now?
Out with my cousins.

What colour is your watch?
Red and black!

Do you like anyone?
Yes please, a loooot.

Do you know of anyone who likes you?
Haha yeah :D

What is the name of your school?
Ny.

What are you listening to right now?
Not listening to anything.


What is/are your favorite coluor/s?
i love colours! Ranging from white to orange to green to red to black to brown, okay you get the idea :p

Closest thing to your right?
The really pretty bouquet of flowers!

What t-shirt are you wearing?
Normal tee.

Do you have a brother?
Yep!

Time you were born?
Uh i need to check.

Do you know anyone who is engaged?
Hmmm no, not that i know of.

Whats your favorite number?
Numbers like 1,3,4!15!7,9.

Do you know someone named Adrian?
I think so.

What colour is your mom's hair?
Dyed brown black.

Do you have a dog?
Nah.

Do you remember singing any songs as a kid?
Yes, i love singing ever since i was small! :D

What were you doing at 11.30am today?
I was making my way to a house party!

When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
Haha an hour ago.

Miss anyone?
Yeah ): A lot at that too.

Do you like fire, wind or water?
Heh fire, wind annnnd water.

Are you allergic to anything?
I don't think so!

When was the last time you cried?
Long ago, i can't rmb. Which is a happy thing :D

Do you like butterflies?
Haha when they are stationary yes, cuz you get to admire them.

What is the one thing you miss about your past?
I don't miss anything much abt the past. I like my present life.

Have you ever seen your school principal?
Yes -.-

Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
Haha yeah, but now nah, too stressful.

Are you jealous of anyone?
I don't think so.

Is anyone jealous of you?
i don't think so either! I got nothing to be jealous about.

Ever been stuck in an elevator?
Yeah once or twice.

Ever been in love?
Hmm thinking back, it didnt really felt like it.

What does your sibling/s call you?
Jia wei. My sister is damn polite man.

What does your friends call you?
Rachel.

What does your hair look like right now?
A bit wet.

Has a friend ever used you?
Haha yeah, sadly.

Has anyone recently told you that they like or love you?
Hahahaha! Heh like uh hmm! :DDDD

Do you want to leave a message to anyone?
Huh? Uh i don't know. No?

How old were you when you first gotten into fight?
I'm a good girl, i don't get into fights.

Are you close with your siblings?
Hmmm we could be closer i guess.

Where were you yesterday?
Home, novena church, orchard, home. My life is exciting.

Friday, February 15, 2008
I'm dying from happiness :D

And i thought ytd was a happy enough day. Today was just the very best, so much btr than yesterday! Really, 15th feb! Because seriously, no one has ever gone to such great lengths to like um do all these, and for me. All the things given and done and thought. So i was basically really surprised. Actually more than that, but eh you don't have to know the details. Yay so really thank you to that special someone out there who has make today especially memorable!
Yesterday was Valentines! Yay got a brownie from Eva, and then kajiao her until she gave me this really cute clip thing! Then then i received this heart shaped note from Jas. And i was happily writing last min notes to some ppl in class, but it makes me happy to give out sweets and chocs to people. And i got a surprise during recess, because Jodie left a rose and chocolates on my table! And Melwee's letter! Totally unexpected. And i really love them! Andddd kaiyu elaine and cy. Nice sweet people. But of course, I know of like even more sweet ppl, ahem. Hahah ;p So let me show you some random pictures:

CLASSROOOOOOOOM :D


PRESENTS!

And there are actually some more, but I don't wish to show. It's for me to see only! Heheh.

HAPPY BELATED VALENTINES DAY! LOVELOVELOVE!

Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Hahah today was a happy day because school seems short and the lessons are slacker than usual :DDD We were learning how to fold flowers during recess! Whee pretty flowers. Some looks like tulips and sunflowers, though its supposed to look like roses. But they are all still very pretty! Im going to fold many many! Anddddd had a retarded but funny conversation with Lili, Wingyau amd Stef. Even though we were supposed to talk about IH stuff but eh sidetracked, like always. Haha oh well, thats why school is fun with people like them. Or else i'll be bored to death. Yesterday went swimming, and it was quite uh freaky. Partly due to the fact that i was the only girl in one of the pools, plus one auntie lah. But she was jacuzzi-ing, so technically speaking, I was like swimming with the many uncles around me. Hahhhhhhhhhhh.
And i never knew there are people, who reads my blog. Like unexpected. Haha people like REGINEEEEEEE. And Yueling. Ahem. The juniors ah, are scary people who likes to stalk their beloved PSL. And i know they are reading this. Haha, and they bully meeee. Thanks la thanks. But i love them and 1o2! Cute class, and the only class I'm closest with out of the 3 years where I took the Sec One classes :D Wheee!

When the Sun rises, there you'll be.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008
DAN IS EVILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!
AND I KNOW YOU'RE READING THIS :DDDD

Monday, February 11, 2008
haha before i go stagnant on my blog (again), i shall jsut post a quiz, because i like the musical note! So cute ;D

01. In one word, describe yesterday:
♫ Fun, i like!

02. What made you smile today?
♫ A lot of things made me smile today(:

03. What were you doing at 8:00am?
♫ I was uh, REFERRING to ppl's work.

04. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
♫ I was online, still is.

05. Something that happened to you in 1995?
♫ I was 3 yrs old. I think i was at PAP. Haha.

06. Last thing someone said to you? now?
♫ Uh smth about if a guy comes aft you, your story is about to unfold. HAHAH! Don't ask.

07. What was your answer?
♫ What my story? This question is like dumb.

08. Worst thing currently on television:
♫ The China programmes. Awful song smmore.

09. What was in your e-mail today?
♫ Spam.

10. How many different beverages have you drank today?
♫ 1.

11. What is your favorite part of this day?
♫ Night!

12. Your current To-Do list?
♫ Go sleep.

13. Where is your best friend right now?
♫ Sleeping maybe?

14. What color is your toothbrush?
♫ Pink!

15. What are you wearing right now?
♫ Tee and shorts?

16. Any plans for Friday night?
♫ The questions are getting more and more boring. Anyway, nope.

17. Favorite place to shop?
♫ Town

18. Things you bought today?
♫ Food.

19. Last gift you received?
♫ Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, haha let me think abt that.

20. Who gave you that?
♫ I dont know.

21. What made you sad today?
♫ Nothing made me sad today. Which is gooooood.

22. What can make you happy?
♫ A lot of things make me happy, easily.

23. Are you happy with your life?
♫ Yeah, i guess so :D

27. What are you thinking now?
♫ Haha nothing in particular. Brain's dying soon.

28. Who do you trust the most?
♫ Trust is a very strong word. i think, it's easy to gain my trust, but it's hard to gain it back once you do something wrong. Oooh i rmb i said this to Wingyau today! (:

29. What day is it today?
♫ Monday ): Friday please come quick.

30. What are you going to do after this?
♫ SLEEEEEP. I NEED SLEEP!

31. What do you want most?
♫ This needs a lot of brain cells to answer. So im skipping it!

32. What do you look forward to tomorrow?
♫ To be in the mood to swim!

33. Anything exciting to look forward to in the next two weeks?
♫ No. It's just going to get more busy.

34. One word to describe your current mood.
♫ Happy. But blank. So blankly happy. haha!

35. Honestly, do you want to seesomeone this very moment?
♫ Heh maybe!

Today was not as horrible as we thought. There were supposed to be like 3 quizzes, then the teachers were nice to let us off. Wheeeee. But it was still very sian. Wanted to go home badly lah. Boooo. But in between we have stupid and random conversations like, lili asking me if i can flutter my eyelashes quickly, because apparently, she cant do that! Haha! She has super inflexible eyelids! Then Wingyau said to Lili "Awww. Now you can't flirt with that." And Lili was like "You mean you flirt with that?!?!?" HAHAHAH. Damn funny. Andandanddddd jas and jiale was saying my bday very easy to rmb. Yayyyyyyyyyyyy thank you lah, i know im well loved. Haha! :D But they dont know why very easy to rmb. Ladum. Its okay, can rmb can already!

Copying people's way of blogging, and rippiing of their pictures and all is so last year. You can choose to be a poser all you want, i'm just wondering why you've changed to someone I don't even know from the last two and a half years. It's foolish to want the old you back, because it's impossible. And I really don't want to bother about you anymore, but it kinda stings to know that a friend was so close to me as changed to this stranger.

On another note, I better start to work and study already. I realised I have so many things undone. Best lah best. So cut down on the blogging, cut down on msning, cut down on using the computer basically ): Oh well.

Sunday, February 10, 2008
Hahah oh shit oh shit oh shit. Im smiling like an idiot in front of the computer. I think i'm crazy. Hahah! But I can't help it. Excuse me while i go warm down my cheeks. :p

Watched Ah Long Pte Ltd today! Haha it was okay lah, not the laugh until can peng type of movie, but mark lee was hilarious. Must hand it to him, hahaha. As usual, i was bullied by this very nice person, i shan't say who ;DDD Pulling and dragging at far east. So glam! Hahah so stupid but great fun. And even more fun, if it wasnt at my expense ;p And then i was questioned ok! Haha wah nearly died. I don't blush. But errrrr, i feel blushed lah, if you can used it tht way. Hahaha! Feeling blushed is like cuz of shy or the embarrassment. Yeah but eh nvr blush, really really :D
Anyway! I have like so much work undone. Best man. Got quiz here and there tmr. Wah my brain die already. I don't feel like preparing for anything, cuz im so tired. Didn't sleep well ytd. Oh oh and my ah gong say i look pretty in contacts! Heheh, but he say don't wear too often, later not good for the eyes, blahblahblah a lot of long stories already. Tomorrow better come quick and end quick. Cuz i can run and burn off the fats, must have gained liek a gazillion calories over cny ): Fatfatfat ): and quickly end the day, cuz there are disgusting tests and hmwork to finish and wht not. Bah.

Friday, February 08, 2008
Why do i try so hard? No, why do i even try? F. pissed.
I dont know why im pissed. I've no right to be pissed, and there's not much reason why i should be pissed. So i shouldn't be pissed. But why do i still feel pissed? Okay i'm being rubbishy.

And i really don't get what you're thinking. So do i choose to believe or not?

This is going to be my 400th post! Yay. Hmm there's lovely weather today. SO WHY ARE THE SWIMMING POOLS CLOSED?!?! Grah, i want to swim. Boooooooooooooooooooo. I'm bored and rotting at home. i don't want study anymore lah. So sian. Teachers are crazy, they think we don't have cny parties or gatherings to go to. Whole day just stay at home and duefully do their homework meh? Bah.
Haha was trying to familiarise myself with the two songs chosen to sing at the camp ytd night. And lili, eh no, HOOIHOOI, was being her dumdum usual self. Hah! She started calling me CHICHI or RACHI first. I have no idea how she think of such things. Haha stupid hooihooi. If you're reading this, which i think you are, go find nice english songs tht we can dance to leh! I think the chinese songs not very suitable for a class item. Not very 402-ish, and choose all chinese songs, sure a lot of protests by the people. Okay ah? :D

I've tried to fix this, but now i'm glad it remained broken.

Thursday, February 07, 2008
Unswayed by the words spoken sweet.

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And wtf is wrong with me.
Because, to love is a tiring thing. And i don't want to go through the whole painful process again. So even if i ever want to start a relationship, i need to think. Cuz i need to be sure that it will be a steady guy who knows me. Hahhhhhhhhh, like real i will think. I listen to my heart more than my brain. Which sucks. And all the waiting is tiring. I really really reallllllllly need to sit down, and just wait for the special someone out there to come to me. I dont feel like doing anything, not just yet. I much rather to be single and wait, then to be with someone who doesnt give me the security i need.
But then again, i don't know. Haha shit. I'm going insane. I am like so pessimistic, and yet now i don't really feel that bad. Wah must be the night that's doing me in. Better sleep soon, or else my imagination will just go wild all over again. Boooooo.

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I feel so sian ): Feel like sleeping. Wonder what i should do tmr. Maybe i should do my work or something. Oh man i want go out. Somebody can ask me out since dear jiale and co are going to do a nice project together for the weekends. Sheesh. Ah whatever, don't want to blog anymore.

The wait and the hope for it to come to me first, is enough to kill.

I'm on a Quiz Kind of Mood. So there will be many quizzes ;D

1. You're a girl, right?
No i'm a guy. Really.

2. Have you kissed any one on your top list?
HAD

4. Do you enjoy drama?
Just a little(;

5. Are you a girly girl?
Haha not really. But uh maybe.

6. Who was the last person you hugged?
Melanie. This morning. Haha.

7. Small or large purses?
Not too small, not too big please.

8. Are you short?
Haha I used to be the taller ones! now i'm just average. Boohoo.

9. Do you like someone?
;D

11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
Uh hahah okay yes.

12. Do you think you’re conceited?
Sometimes I tend to be a little

13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
No ):

14. Are you double jointed?
huh?

15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
Im not the type of person who can sleep easily at any position or anywhere. Haha ;D

16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
Yes

17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
If there is, i don't care.

18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
Haha yep!

19. How many guys will read this?
I think hardly any guy will read this.

20. What color bra are you wearing?
i'm not wearing any Hmm, white.

21. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
Uh black?

22. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
Uh hahaha not exactly.

23. Do you have a best friend?
Yes, the very best(:

24. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yeah. I'm glad its not that broken now.

25. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
NOOOOOOOOO.

26. Do you like your life?
It's better(:

27. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
No, and hopefully never in the future.

28. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
I was pushed in!!

29. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
Definitely.

30. How long have you had fs?
Friendster? Uh i couldn't even rmb creating an acc with it.

31. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
Nah. Not that mean.

32. What are your biggest fears?
Disappointment, Loss and the list goes on. Haha.

33. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yeah, too many a times last year.

34. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Uh hmmm.

35. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
Haha yes ;DDD

36. Do you ever wish you were famous?
I fantasize about it. But now, i know i don't want to be famous.

37. Are you currently missing someone?
Maybe ;p

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THIS GUY OR THAT GUY?

Cowboy or Gangster?
Can i just choose a normal guy?

Preppy or Punk?
Eeee none!

Face or Body?
Haha character. Okay fine, maybe a little to the body.

Sweet or Sexy?
Sweet, definitely.

Well-educated or Dropout?
Well-educated duh.

Armani or Abercrombie?
Anythingggggg.

Contacts or glasses?
BOTH! ;D Depends lah!

Wednesday, February 06, 2008
Turn away from Sin, and be faithful to the Gospel.

Sitting on the ledge, watching the clouds go by.

Too tired, i fell asleep. Haha and i was really watching the clouds go by, literally. Too bored already. But the clouds were pretty!
Anyway, today was just another day. Calligraphy was sucky. Haha, at least last year i managed to write one dui lian out and proudly hang it at home for display. This year, i wrote the first half of the duilian, and gave up. Oh well. Then had another guitar/song session in class. Yay. Then we were waiting for the cny concert to start, and cherie suggested playing Cissy/SeeSee/Sissy My baby! Haha whatever you call it. And it was damn funny, cuz we have to make this monkey face. And Cheria and Lili ended up laughing at me, haha!! Hey at least i won ;D Anyway, school ended at 10.30. Ohmygosh, i swear school celebrations are ending earlier every year! When i was sec 1, it ended around 12. Sec 2 it was 11.30plus. Last year, it was before 11.30. Now its 10.30. Getting pathetic man.
I'm afraid of the words said, afraid of the lie-made truth. You got me stumbling down, and now I don't know what I should do.

Tuesday, February 05, 2008
Yes i really need to do my essay but heh. Felt like doing a quiz so here goes:

1. Last person you had a deep and meaningful conversation with?
- Uh hahha, that would be long ago. Deep and meaningful are hardly a type of conversation to go for at school.

2. What does the 10th message in your inbox say?
- Im lazy to check ;p

4. Pick 1 person/thing you trust with your life?
- My mum.

5. what was the last thing you ate?
- Jelly!

6. What was the last thing you highlighted?
- I think it would be this curve on the graph on my math notes.

7. Who is the last baby that you held?
- I haven't hold a baby in ages ):

8. Do you know of any twins with rhyming names?
-Haha hmm lets see. Nope.

9. Are you ticklish?
- Yes, very.

10. Have you ever worn a crown?
- Hahah think i did. When i was small.

11. Last time you've seen fireworks?
- During the New Year this year.

12. Who is the last person that left you a text message?
- Dannnnnnn.

13. Do you have a black dog?
- No dogs.

14. Do you have a little black dress?
- Haha yes! ;D Pretty pretty.

15. What colour is your underwear?
- Hahah! Don't tell you.

16. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
- My dad.

18. Are you missing someone?
- ;DDD

19. Reason behind why you last cried?
- I last cried long ago. So i can't rmb!

20. How much cash do you have on you?
- 5bucks in my wallet.

25. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
- Uh wo bu zhi dao.

26. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a major regret which would you choose?
- If i rmb correctly, i don't regret anything. I don't wish to change anythign in the past, kind of meaningless. So a million bucks ;DDD ka ching!

27. What’s on your mind right now?
- I want to sleep.

28. Do you have one deep dark secret?
- Hmm nope! ;D

29. Wouldn't you rather be having sex right now?
- HAHAHA. NOOOOOOOO.

30. Who was the hottest teacher you ever had?
- Never had a hot teacher. Good thing too. hot teachers are almost always nvr good.

31. What was the last thing you ever got grounded for?
- I don't get grounded!

33. Do you have any strange phobias?
- Yesssss. Uh maybe not strange luh.

35. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
- Married.

36. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
- About everything! Ghosts spirits and blahblah.

37.When you are old enough are you getting any tattoos?
- No!!! So gross!

38. Is there anybody/anything you just wish would fall off the planet?
- Nope. Even if i don't like anyone, it'it'll never be to tht extent.

39. Do you crack your knuckles?
- Used to. Until my friend tells me that it'll make my knuckles grow hugeeee. I was horrified.

40. What's one thing that can always be found in your refrigerator?
- Eggs.

41. What colour are your bed sheets?
- Purple! It's the Mickey Mouse one ;DDD I like!

42. How many kids do you plan having?
- Haha soccer team! Nahhhhhhh tht's crazy. Actually, i dont have any plans yet.

43. If you could kiss anyone who would it be?
- Haha good question.

44. How would you rather die?
- Peacefully, with the least amount of pain as possible.

45. Have you ever been in love?
- I had.

46. When is the last time you went out of the state?
- December, to KL.

47. Have you ever had a true one-night stand?
- No!!!! Yucks, i'll never do that.

48. What would you spend a million dollars on?
- I'd save some, spend some, give some.

49. We are all human, do you think we judge someone for a past indiscretion?
- We do, but we shouldnt. The past is the past. We all have it.

50.Generally, in life, what makes you happy?
- Love. As in generally love.

Had bad leg cramps ytd night. Imust have woke up at least 3 or 4 times with leg cramps. I have no idea why! So many times until it feels like im dreaming of them, and not actually having them. Wingyau assured me it wasnt a dream. Haha.
Just came back home from swimming. The water was freezing cold man. But anyway, i felt like swimming more but uh, didnt, haha! i need to swim to burn off the fats and calories from all the pineapple tarts i've been gorging myself on lah. I was telling wingyau how i ate 4 of them a day, and its like some routine. She told me she herself also eat 4 a day! ;DDD yay hi 5! Haha, thats why im determined not to succumb to the temptation of eating those evil pineapple tarts today. Or else later cnt fit into my dress. And i still cannot decide wht dress i shld wear. Hmmm.

It's been quite fun today during school anyw. Cuz we have a lot of sing-along sessions in class! My gosh, we shld really have singing sessions everyday in school, cuz singing and playing the guitar makes us happy. Thats what i did first thing in the morning. Jasmine and Jiale were happily playing the guitar when i stepped into class, and they almost immediately called me to sing Over You. Yay my turn to influence Jasmine and Eva into this song. Wheee ;DDD Jas got the song stuck in her head since ytd. Hahaha!! And Eva was soooooooooooo funny. She has a deep and sexy voice man! I was singing Over You for the dont know how many times as i walk to LT, then she started singing too, in her unusually low voice. I swear it was so amusing, i couldnt stop laughing. But its unique lah eva. You can be our base ;D Fun fun! I want to hear Eva sing again!! For self-amuse purposes ;D Heheh. I have My Sister's Keeper in my hands! Wahah, from wingyau. I shall like read and read and read. Everybody says its nice! Andandand i think i need a new bag. Hahah I have no idea why my mum says i have a lot of bags when i only have one for school and one for going out. I need another one for going out and school ;D I shall keep wishing.
And I can't wait to watch Kungfu Dunk! Or the Jack Neo movie. Stephen Chow's movie looks so kiddish! But the alien in his movie was so so so super cute! ;p Okay i better stop myself. And complete tht stupid ih essay already ):

Dee Dee Dum.

Monday, February 04, 2008
Our First Ever Class Photo Together!
402! MWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!




I look so happy being boxed by Lili. Haha. But i love this picture though! Everyone looks so happy ;D

I totally slacked my ass off during the weekends. Esp Sunday. Haha thanks ah thanks. The fav words of ytd: Thanks ah Thanks. Damn funny. And i got forced to try dresses, which was liek embarassing! Cuz i normally only buy/tryout clothes with my mum. Tsk thanks ah Dan, thanks. Haha okay i shall stop this dumbdumb thanky thing. And i love the esplanade! It's so quiet and peaceful. One day, i shall go there at night. And hopefully it wouldnt be raining. And whee CNY is coming! i'm stuffing myself with pineapple tarts. Shittttt all the fats. Hahaha i eat them like everyday now. I better stop myself. And i get to wear dress during CNY! Yay i love my dress because its so simple and nice. Andandand Graces Camp! I get to see ppl wearing dresses! Yay! I dno wht gown/dress i shld buy. Hmmm but i settled the malay costume alrdy! Dont have to go and buy and waste money.
I've been thinking. Six is enough. Stop trying to squeeze in. I didn't want to say this, but i guess there is a limit to everything. I've been trying to be nice and all, but seriously, dont you think you're a bit too much? i'm not refering to the squeezing in thing, but its more of your character. I dont understand how sometimes you can appear to be nice, and then i believe tht you are a nice person, but the next moment, you're like this mean girl. And if you have somethign against me, well its so damn obvious. It's quite pissing for me. Because here I am, trying to be nice to the best of my ability, and there you are. Urghhhhhhh. I really really dont like it when people ignores you.

It's no wonder we think you're intolerable. I checked your blog, fakeness is totally plastered on the whole. I can't believe you changed so much. Please stop hurting my friend dearest. And leave her alone.

Saturday, February 02, 2008
A Lonely Sunday Night.

Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I have a lot of work to do, but I really don't feel like touching them. And the day looks so gloomy. Oh well. I'm still in the singing kind of mood. i feel like singing worship songs to God. Because, when i sing to God, i feel so at peace. And i could feel His presence if i sing with my heart. And it's such a good feeling. i love the song 'Thank You Lord'!
Oh oh and! Aft Dan told me abt the Tired Of You Song by The Exies, I've been listening to it. Blahhhh. I really feel tired of trying and initiating. It sucks. I should try to be mean and evil! Hmmm wah shit im in serious denial. Shittyyyyy. Really want things to settle down! And i'll be carefree and worriless. Haha if tht word even exists.

Tired Of You
The Exies

Where did I go wrong?
I can't look you in the eye
Feeling so ashamed
It feels like I could die

[Chorus]
Hold me up and don't let go
I've had enough
I'm tired of breathing
Tired of feeling
Tired of looking at the past for meaning
Tired of running
Tired of searching
Tired of trying

But I'm not tired of you

Losing everything
It's something I can't face
Hope is on the run
It's something I can't fake

[Chorus]

I want to feel a change
I don't mind if it hurts
You take away the pain
You're the only thing that's pure

Okay, yeah another quiz. But i'm bored and rotting at home. And i don't feel like blogging much. So I rather answer questions!

1. What type of guy/girl would you go for?
* Someone who gives me enough attention and makes me feel really secure, and can also make me laugh! Andandand sweet and thoughtful and shares about everything with me, smone whom i can trust in and rely on and confide in. One of the most impt thing would be being really initiative, because im tired of me making the first step, i had enough of that. I'm not picky, really.

2. So, where's your dad?
*Outside.

3. Do you drive yet?
* Nah.

4. How do you feel about racism?
* It's uh haha not encouraged ;D

5. Who's the sexiest person alive?
* RYAN PHILLIPPE!!!! Go google Flags of our Fathers!

6. Who was the last person you talked to on MSN or AIM?
* Kaiyu ;D

7. It's Friday night, what are you doing?
* Friday night was ytd, haha.

8. Name a song that reminds you of old memories?
* Haha my mind's blank.

9. Do you like the color grey?
* Yes! I like colours!

10. Is there someone you really can't stop thinking about?
* Hahah hmmmm.

11. Look outside, how's the weather?
* Not very blue. Just boring dull white.

13. Have you ever liked someone, and then found out that you really didn't?
* No. I'll know for sure if i liked smone or not.

14. Last time you didn't tell the truth?
* Uh i dont rmb.

15. Name something great that happened today?
* WEDDINGGGG! And singing The Prayer with Nic.

16. Do you regret doing something today?
* Nope. Nothing.

17. What would you like to tell your ex?
*I shall be nice and not hurl any unnice stuff. In any case, I do not want to dwell on him anymore.

18. When you think of the rainbow, what color pops in your head?
* Just multicolours!

20. Where would you like to be?
* The beach!!! GAH JIALEEEEEEEE!

21. What is the [worst] thing your parents could do?
* Uh quarrel? And break stuff at home?

22. Have you been happy recently?
* Not bad ;D i've been better.

23. Do you like receiving balloons on your birthday?
* I don't mind.

24. Math, English, Science, or Social Studies?
* Uhhhhhhhhhh. English, Geog, Science, Humanities.

25. What are you currently listening to?
* Nothing.

26. Do you have limewire?
* Used to. But it slows down my computer.

27. Do you wish you were somewhere far far away?
* Not far far far away. Just away from home.

28. Who do you think is the best newcoming artist?
* Haha i have no idea.

29. Do you own a Bible?
* Yeah, 2 actually.

30. Is lying ever acceptable?
* Yeah. White lies. But overall, no.

31. What was the last movie you watched?
* 27 dresses! ;D

32. Name someone who has turned your life around?
* My mum? I dont really understand this question.

33. How is your heart lately?
* Haha not that broken.

34. The person you dislike passes away, how do you react?
* I'll still feel sad. And be guilty tht i ever dislike her.

35. Who was the last person to give you a hug?
* Melanie.

36. Was today a good day?
* It was alright.

37. Does the person you like, like you back?
* Another hmmm question ;D

38. Do you think you will have kids by the age of 22?
* HAHAH NOOOO. I love kids, but not going to have them at 22!

39. What are you good at?
* Talking. Haha.

40. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
* Thursday, on my way to the siwmming pool. I have no idea why even. Weird me.

41. What did you dream last night?
* I don't even remember if i even dreamed or not.

42. The last text you received on your mobile was from?
* Dan ;D

43. Is there anyone you would like to fight?
* Haha no! I'm not a very violent person, but uh ppl like wingyau and jessie hits me ): So i hit back! Its called defense! ;p

44. What are you doing tomorrow?
* Church, then a continual rotting at home.

45. Do you like someone right now?
* Why do you keep asking tht!

47. What do you say most when you're trying NOT to curse?
* I would just make a noise in frustration and then not talk.

48. Does anyone like you?
* Hopefully please :DD

49. How would you tell someone you like them?
* I would say when i'm sure, but again I will only say when i'm sure the other person likes me too. Haha!

50. When was the last time you cried?
* Uh i dont think i cried anytime this week.

This was so purposefully made in a 14-questions format. For Valentines day. Hahhhh

1.Do you like anyone?
* ;DD I like all my friends ;D

2. Are you flirty:
* Nope.

3. Are you a player?
*Definitely no.

4. Would you get back together with any of your ex's?
* No.

5. Have you ever kissed anyone on your top friends?
* I kissed rachel before on the cheek.

6. Do you want a valentine?
* Yes please ;p

7. Have you slept over at the opposite sex's house?:
* Nah. Firstly, my mum won't allow. Secondly, it's not very appropriate isnt it?

8. Do you prefer group dates or single ones?
* Group dates with my girl friends then yes. If not, then single.

9. Would you kiss light or makeout sessions?
* No comments ;D

10. Do you like cuddling up while watching a movie?
* Hahah with somebody you love, then yep!

11. Any plans for valentines day?
* Yes, a very exciting one. We're going to visit old people at this hospital and send our love to them!

12. What's the best valentines day present for a boy?
* Just being with him? If hes not picky. Haha!

13. For a girl?
* A surprise!

14. Are you single or taken?
* Single, for now! Hahah

Friday, February 01, 2008
Blah. you're confusing. you're weird. I dont get this feeling you're telling me of. What you say doesnt go with wht you do. Am i suppose to belive the thigns you say to me, or wht you're doing, or rather, wht you're not doing to me. Oh well. Let's hope its not the way i think!
Today was so tiring and siannn ): I was liek falling asleep during bio already, and the only thing thts keepign me awake was my bladder. haha. And i nvr knew lili reads my blog, i nvr knew there are people reading my blog! Yeah. But haha her lang arts presentation today was abt SEXING SINGAPORE! Seeee now whos sicker ;DDD But she was damn funny, 4 years already, her choice of topics and way of presentation still hasnt change!

Can't wait for things to settle down and some thigns to be decided or developed or whtever. And then i can be a happyhappyhappy girl!

!&FEMMINA

!&CONVERSARE

!&MILLE GRAZIE

!&MEMOIRE